I bought shoes

I went to K-Mart....they are reddish maroon ankle boots and they were only $5....I am going to wear them tonight to the Gaslights show at Davey's.

So....my friend D has got a couple of crushes that she really needs to get over. One guy is married. Now, don't get me wrong....he's adorable, and truthfully, I probably have a little thing for him myself, but it's just a thing.....she's like damning his whole marriage! Not cool! She also has another crush that is just going to break her heart. I know we all need to get our heart broken, just to prove we have one, but she is WAY more invested and thinks that he is way more invested than he is. Another friend K and I told him one night.....just fuck her and get it over with. His response? "That will never happen". It makes me feel bad. She needs to get laid, and has come out of her shell SOOOOOO much. She's just aiming too high at the moment. She's gotta quit aiming for the rock star.....and get with the fan!

My horoscope told me today to pretend I was in love even if I wasn't. I guess that means what I have heard, that people are more attracted to people who are with someone else. weird! I am in love.....ok, not really....it's more like lust! I have been in love.....and still really love a couple of those people, but being IN love with and loving someone are two different things. Sometimes I think I am still in love with J1.....but I'm not....not really. I used to think I was in love with J2....hahahaha...no. Then there is F. I could very easily fall in love with him. But at this time....is pure lust! I suppose he's one of the crushes that I need to get over! hahaha. I have a picture of him hanging in my cube.....I can look at him everyday....he's singing, but not playing his chosen instrument!

Damn....it's Friday at 5pm....what the HELL am I still doing here???